"hitler’s words were like a scourge. when he spoke of the disgrace of germany, i felt ready to spring on any enemy…glancing around, i saw that his magnetism was holding these thousands as one….i was a man of 32, weary of disgust and disillusionment, a wanderer seeking a cause….a yearner after the heroic without a hero. the intense will of the man, the passion of his sincerity, seemed to flow from him into me. i experienced a feeling that could be likened only to a religious conversion ….i felt sure that no-one who heard hitler that night that he was the man of destiny…i had given him my heart." according to the second document, why did kurt ludecke join the nazi party?